Saturday, October 30, 2010

Day 7: My Honey...

My husband would definitely be that someone who has made my life worth living for. He's a romantic, he surprises me all the time on days I would least expect it. He's there for me through thick and thin, whether I'm being a perfect angel or a pain in the butt! He's a wonderful father to our beautiful little Brooklyn, he's spiritual, intuitive and loving. I will always love him, whether he's being a saint or a pain in my butt! He's my man, and I can count on him no matter what's going on in our lives.

Day 6: Fast Food

Something I hope I never have to do is work at a fast food restaurant! Nevada's economy isn't looking too hot these days, after all, it is the WORST state in the U.S. when it comes to economical issues. A lot of people are desperate. But working somewhere greasy like McDonalds?? Please, please, please no!! Just the thought of coming home in work clothes with that smell....yuck! Anyway, that is all on this particular subject (short, sweet and to the point! ;)).

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Day 5: Religious History

So the thing I hope to do one day, is visit all of the places with religious (Christian/lds) history. I've already been to palmyra, I want to visit Kirtland, Far West, Haun's Mill, Nauvoo...but most importantly, I REALLY want to see Jerusalem! That about sums up today's subject ;)

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Day 4: Salon Drama

So today I have to forgive someone for how they ruined my life! So here it is...I went to get my haircut (when I say cut, I mean style cut not actual cut!) at a salon I was referred to, and the end result was actually pretty good (style-wise) for the price...but then I realized that 3 inches of my hair went missing! I didn't notice how much length she really took off in there until I got home! So now, instead of having really long hair which was the way I WANTED to keep it, I came home with medium-length. :( So lately, I've been wearing my hair in ponytails everyday just waiting to get some of my length back, because I didn't like the way it looked any other way. So, (deep breath) my dear stylist, I forgive you. Just please don't ever scare me like that again! :p

Monday, October 25, 2010

Day 3: A little too organized...

Okay, so I may not always look like an organized person when you catch me on the wrong day... :) but when I really get into organizing things, I literally can't stop! I start getting rid of things that we're not using but most importantly, giving away clothes that aren't fitting. After 5 months of committed exercise, I have dropped almost all of my excess weight...but because of my organizing sprees over the years, all of the clothes that I would've had that would fit me right now, are GONE! So in essence, I have almost no wardrobe right now and I am kicking myself for EVER giving away those cute clothes! It's nice being small again...but awkward because I have to wear clothes that are loose or too big because I have no other choice right now! THIS is something I have to find in my heart to forgive myself for, and I am just hoping that I have actually learned from this terrible mistake. In the mean-time, I will continue to be frumpy-looking until I can afford to fix this horrible tragedy! (Why oh why??)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Day 2: Determination

You call it stubborness, I call it determination. This particular trait of mine has seen me through the toughest of times. For some reason, when there's something I want, if I hear anyone tell me I can't do it, I do everything in my power to prove them wrong! While this may not always work to my advantage, it usually does work about 90% of the time. The end result is so rewarding, everything I do leading up to it is completely worth it. I guess you could say, I love this about myself because it has provided me with a feeling of accomplishment and worth...and so, while my stubborness can make me a pain for some people, the struggle makes me a stronger and more confident person.

The End....for today :)

Day 1: Vices

Okay so I know this is a little late to be Day 1, but here it is anyway :)

Something I hate about myself aka vice. Mine right now? Would be that I can't keep anything clean these days! It almost seems like mission impossible. My dear child has separation anxiety 24/7, which makes it really difficult for me to do ANYTHING other than pay attention to her. So the few moments I do get all to myself (when she's sleeping), I want to spend doing something fun that isn't draining...which doesn't always include the house unfortunately! Laundry is the most difficult, and everyday it piles up higher, the more frustrated I get with myself for not squeezing in just a few extra minutes of laundry time! So in summary? I hate that I'm not keeping up with my house! I'm pretty sure I'll have to resort to a babysitter for a few hours to get things in order again....

Friday, October 22, 2010

30 days of truth

Totally stole this idea off of my good friend Alicia (thanks! ;)) but I think it's a good idea! It gives you a subject to write about everyday for a month! Probably not the easiest thing to do, but it's better than staring at my blog wondering what to post! Any of you are welcome to join me on this journey also...Now, let's play! :)

Day 1: Something you hate about yourself
Day 2: Something you love about yourself
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for
Day 8: Someone who made your life awful, or treated you with disrespect
Day 9: Someone you didn't want to let go, but just drifted
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn't know
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough days. (write a letter)
Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn't live without, because you've tried living without it
Day 16: Something or someone you definitely could live without
Day 17: A book you've read that changed your views on something
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn't done in your life
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life
Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all of the songs. (Just post the titles, the artist and letter)
Day 25: The reason you believe you're still alive today
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27: What's the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself and why
Day 30: A letter to yourself. Tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Whew! I know some of these subjects are pretty intense and I'm pretty sure I might skip over some of these! But nevertheless, this is a fun idea!